My nephew died last Sunday morning. He was five months old. Not even half a year. It was SIDS. It was unexpected. He wasn't sick. He had two older sisters. They don't even know how to process it. He had two wonderful parents. So caring and loving. Now grieving. He had four grandparents. Grieving the loss of a grandchild and feeling the pain for their child. He had so many aunts and uncles, cousins, neighbors, friends. Why? No one knows why. No one has answers. Only questions.

I know I will see him again. I know he is free of pain. I know he is with Jesus.

But I still feel pain. My sister feels pain. My brother-in-law feels pain. He's gone.